Just when you thought you knew everything you needed to know, you realize you knew little than what others already knew. In the race of being the best brain in the field, it felt like you were just getting started the race while others were already midway to the finish line. You stood there in awe like being wiped out by a giant wave despite of working hard day after day trying to learn how to tame it..... ride it ..... win it.
It frustrates me to lose on something I'm supposed to be good at. But I will never give up unless I die trying.
that which does not kill you makes you stronger -- F. Nietzsche 
